Accepted: Part 2

Today was okay. Spanish was fine, I kept having issues, I always embarrass myself big time in that class. Oh well, only 10 more class periods, then the final. Wow, that sounds weird. I got an email from Urbana today and I'm suddenly even more excited; 53 days! That sounds weird, too.

Oh, and I got a voicemail message saying I've been accepted to Trinity International University. I should be really excited about this, but... I'm not. I'm not sure why. Maybe part of it is, after my first acceptance letter, the second one is not quite as important? Well, okay, it is important, but not as big of a deal, I guess. Also, Trinity is my second choice, not my first, however, it has a MUCH better reputation of giving good financial aid packages than Taylor. So now my chances of going to Taylor are slim right now. I know everything will work out somehow if I'm meant to be at Taylor, but I do need to be realistic. I know I said I'd be happy at either college, but.... Well, I'd like to get away. I'm kind of sick of this area. I don't know. I'm so looking forward to a year from now when I'll look at this post and laugh at my former self for not seeing God's plan. But I'm not at that point yet, so.... Meh.

Well, I better finish my homework and wrap stuff up and try to wind down a little. It may be another midnight night....

Ashley